Update....

Ok sorry it took so long but I have finally figured out how to add pictures!!!!

Ok so here is me in high school...2005 to be exact

And then I got a little older 

2009

So then I got married.....2010

hehehehe with my junkie...

As you can see I have not been the skinny girl. That is why I want to show these pictures. I have tried and tried and always struggled. Then, I got married and what my husband thought was me just getting fat... was actually my little Livy. She is the most amazing gift and she is part of the reason I am working so hard. I need to be able to chase her and I want to. The other reasons are 1, so I can feel good about myself, and 2, so my husband will be proud to point out his wife. Alright, back on track now... So at my heaviest during pregnancy I weighed... a shit ton. Plain and simple. Gave birth, lost about 25 pounds and then put every bit back on. 200+!!!!!!!!!!! 

This is horrible... I cannot believe that I ever let myself get this big...

So I am never EVER going to be that big again!!! I am working hard and I am down 11 pounds right now. I am feeling much better about myself and I have more energy!!! I am ready to get down to my goal weight and stay there!!!! 

Keep pushing